Its been an amazing two weeks with going on holiday and getting a proper restful break where I got to sit on my bum for a good few days. Granted it was looking after Little Z for some of it due to his chicken pox which had the most excellent timing of all popping out at once as soon as we landed, but still. Its been a lovely couple of weeks where we managed to all switch off work and the busy life and just sit about and bond with each other. Our holiday was booked months and months ago and it was our “screw all this waiting about to grow our family, lets go on holiday” holiday. It would have been a holiday where I would have sat about on a lounger and wondered what the future would bring us, whether I was happy in my job, whether I should change my job, whether I should write do something drastic and exciting. It’s something I tend to do on holidays. Ponder and muse about how I could take a bit of a diversion and do “something else”.
This time it was a different and slightly surreal feeling. I wasn’t pondering and musing. I knew, hopefully, what the next few months, and indeed year, would bring. I would take a year off work, hopefully have a baby and look after it. All being well we will be a family of four and that’s a very very strange feeling. Of course its lovely but it does feel slightly alien just now when its been “just the 3 of us” for so long. In reaching that 20 week milestone, I cannot believe how fast the pregnancy is flying by. I’ve written about Weeks 19 and 20 here. This pregnancy has been a lot more tiring for all sorts of reasons and some days have felt very long. But it is flying by in a complete blur. Each appointment and scan brings with it a sense of nervousness and a slight apprehension about what news to expect. Thankfully its all been so far so good and I hope it does carry on like that. I still need to make the decision about what kind of birth I would like but I’ve left that until the 36 week mark. That way I am pretty much ignoring any anxious feelings about it and that’s fine by me. So a bit of a rambly post that doesn’t sound like much to many people but I’m pretty thankful for coming this far!
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